Thoughts linger through my head like a bee buzzing around flowers. Come and go but will always be there fluttering around. As I sit here and write this it’s hard to get a single thought down. When I’m merely just trying to get one thought out. I’m stuck, stuck in this head of mine that just sits on my shoulders. Trying to figure out what exactly is it I’m trying to get across. But I apparently have no idea what it is I’m trying to say. Just keep writing this nonsense, just keep typing away about why I can’t write. Why I can’t get anything out. Everything is just jumbled inside my brain. Thinking, over thinking, thinking about the what if’s. Thinking about the why’s. Thinking about everything that was said to me. Thinking about everything I said. Thinking about things that things that happened. thinking about things that was done. But here I sit not knowing exactly what I’m trying to get out. Can’t get one single thought out, maybe, maybe this is my thought. Maybe this is what I want the world to read. Maybe this is my way of telling my self to get my shit together. Maybe this is exactly what I wanted to say. But yet again, here I am having verbal diarrhea writing about nothing. What such nonsense, making no sense at all. Just typing away, but what am I typing? What is this? Why can’t I stop? It’s like all I want to do is just keep typing away at this utter bullshit. Rambling on and on.. Why? It’s means nothing. Or does it actually mean something? Thoughts linger through my head, and its not just one thing but everything. If you end up reading the whole thing I’m sorry, cause not only does this make no sense but it’s like I said before utter bullshit. If you do end up reading all the way through, I would be surprised. My fingers finally stopped and the words are just not there anymore. That just might be the best for everyone!
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