My Forever!

You were my forever

But now your gone!

So you were never my forever

You were just someone I loved or thought I loved

You were my forever

Now I have the scars to prove that I know what forever means

They will always and forever be left on my skin

The hurt

The pain

Me going insane due to your use of Forever

My loss 

My silence 

You left me beaten and broken

Some things I cant get rid of in my past memories

You apparently are on of them

You were my forever

Now your forever marked on my skin

The blood I wasted on you 

You gave me the world 

And then took away the biggest part of my Life

Was never the same after I left

Hospitalized due to your incompetence of keeping your word

I don't care about losing you like I did before

I still care you took the one thing in the world that made me the happiest

You took the one precious thing from me that I raised myself

She is no longer in my life

I try to be there

But she is gone 

Now she will Forever be in my memory

Fuck you 

Fuck your forever's

The scars remind me that you were a big mistake

And the blood I lost 

Was me taking my life so i wouldn't have to go through that again

Close but so far 

Still here trying not to hurt

Moving on

Sitting back and than once again remembering what you took from me

What i cant get back

Fuck you cause I'm still here

Can't take my life that easily

My scars are forever on my skin 

The blood I lost will forever be the memories of what you took away from me

I guess there is a forever

Just many ways to use Forever

You were my Forever

Fuck you 

I am my own Forever

What i go through in life is my forever

Memories are my forever

Scars are my forever

Blood lost is forever gone

Family is forever 

But you 

You are not my forever