God's Not Dead!

Has anyone seen that movie? That movie was actually a big deal.... Because one professor said God is Dead it made one student stand up to say God is not Dead! And in many cases I do believe that he (GOD) is not dead. I thought that There was no such thing .... I mean well i knew there was a "God" But not the God everyone talked about. I went through a deep depression and i did not believe .... Surely enough i was Saved Literally! Im not gonna hold anything back Im going to tell you guys straight up! I was so depressed i did not want to live at all.... I had my roof spots but i felt i didnt be long i was no help etc. And let me tell you blood coagulates in 4 mins .... I felt like i was done and slit both my wrists deep so you can see the muscle and blood was just pouring out.... Guess what my blood coagulated in less than one minute and i was not dying. I was saved Than that Sunday at church .... or the sunday after my Pastor was saying out God's words and was talking about being saved and you have a purpose in life. Also he said he had a motto which is stuck on my skin " You've got what it takes; But it will take all that you've got"! Now Im not telling you to belive but i am telling you that There is a God and he lives through everyone. No matter who you are, what you do, etc. He is every where no matter what he plans for your life he plans it good or bad. But you have to remember you shouldn't blame him if you think he is doing you wrong its not that he wants you to be sick, sell yourself, do anything bad. It's that he does it on purpose to bring you closer to someone, to be loved to be alone anything he does it on purpose. And if you feel alone join the club but your time in this world maybe cut short or may not. Alone or with someone, Just dont Blame God for your life you can always change it. God just knows how its going to end, and how everything is going to turn out.
You might think im just blabing about but im trying to tell you HE lives in everyone no matter what. You can be a Satanist or Atheist GOD knows what your gonna do, Who you become, etc. Believe me or not.... If he saved me i know he probably saved some of you! After what happened with me i always think why did he save me!? What is my Purpose in life!?    I think about everything im going through and so Why save someone like me!? I still dont understand but i still go forth and believing that GOD has a purpose for me no matter good or bad!? And i Believe that he sees what i do and he knows whats what and whos who.... Life is a Mystery but for him hes already seen it. Delt with it, but my question is why is it a Mystery to us? Maybe its a Mystery to Us because we can always change our future!!!! So i dont like thinking about the future because it can change!!!! I go day by day living each day (not like its my last because i know if i do it might be my last.) the only time i think about the future is when i make appointments and when i go to a concert etc, other than that i live day by day.... Even the day can change!